I will no longer be posting any pictures of myself till further notice ( until I get back to my desired weight that is ) , UGGGHHHH this diet thing is harder than I remember , I mean before I could easily say no to food , but now one tiny offer and I’m all over it. *SIGH

I guess this is what I get for calling other people FAT before LMAO , OH wells … I can do this much. I will be back to my sexy self again LMAO …

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OMG I can’t beleive it , I survived work placement @ nursing home (minchinbury manor ) I wake up 3.30am each morning to get ready then i start work at 6.30am :D … then I finish 2.30pm , GOSH finally I am DONE , It was an experience I surely won’t forget.

I’m gonna miss the old people , so much especially the ones I had conversations with. I had fun , for me it was an emotional rollercoaster , I felt sad seeing them in pain , and I also felt grossed out at the *dirty business , also the pee made me gag , But all in all I had fun =D.

July 19 - July23 2003 :) I will super miss the residents. I will also miss my tita’s (my accessors were pinays) sisters(RN’s mostly pinay also) that I’ve met :D heheheh

So I’ve decided to blog since I can not hold it in anymore …
I hsve workplacement (nursing home) for 5 days straight next week and my golly oh boy am I nervous.

First of all , I have to be there by 6.30am , I mean I don’t mind the travel since it’s super close to my house ,anyways the thing that troubles me is my sleeping pattern.

Most of you already know how screwed my sleeping pattern is right ? Anyways thats not the only reason , the other reason is I won’t know how to react , coz seriously I do not want to see and old man/womans private something something *eeeeeeeeeeeep !

more reasons : *I havn’t any idea on how to talk to them *I’m scared dognuts seeing shit =| , I’d rather clean a dog *Sleep I’d have to sleep early

UGGGGGGGGGHHHH HELP ME

I can do this right ? , please someone , anyone reassure me that I can …